Coworker: Have you ever showered with your puppy?
Me: No, I haven't. I would prefer to shower with a hot man.

FRIDAY- Yipeeeeee!

Month four since my breakup. Things are okay. We ended things in good terms. And we speak from time to time as friends. I wouldn't say that I'm disillusioned with relationships and love, but I am disappointed. Realizing that things weren't meant to be, although you wish deep down things would have been different, is hard. A close friend said that once you realize that, you are beginning to let go. I'm taking it one day at a time.

On another note- I bought a dvd (An Education)on Monday. I can't wait to see it this weekend with a glass of wine and some homemade dinner!

33% body fat. Yea, that's what the trainer at my gym said I had. I've always had a weigh problem, but to hear that has shocked me. So 1/3 of my body is fat. 2/3 of that 1/3 is all unnecessary fat. Wow. I really need to kick my own butt to get into better shape. I fluctuate every month -/+5 lbs. So my current weight is 160. The goal is to lose 15 lbs by June.

Hey. It's been a couple of months since I logged in. Things are pretty much the same, except a desire for self improvement. I've been working out more than ever and counting my calories. It's turned into this daily routine of logging in whatever I eat. Actually quite fun, but also a little time consuming. I'm still trying to study for the gmat (business school exam for those of you who don't know). I get unfocused at times. It's like I can't simply focus on the prize of getting into grad school. Recently, getting my equilibrium back has been a challenge. I think it's been lost since 2000. No, seriously. When I was younger I was much more disciplined and determined. Today, I'm just a tired slacker. How can I get motivated on my own? That's a good question. I'm motivated about losing weight, but I'm not motivated about studying. Ugh.

Says it all.