Month four since my breakup. Things are okay. We ended things in good terms. And we speak from time to time as friends. I wouldn't say that I'm disillusioned with relationships and love, but I am disappointed. Realizing that things weren't meant to be, although you wish deep down things would have been different, is hard. A close friend said that once you realize that, you are beginning to let go. I'm taking it one day at a time.

On another note- I bought a dvd (An Education)on Monday. I can't wait to see it this weekend with a glass of wine and some homemade dinner!